Monday, April 26, 2010

So last couple nights Iv been having these weird dreams involving the same two people one who breaks my heart and the other who comes to my rescue its the same place each night except its weird

its the same thing everytime
I catch him with someone else again they take off together somewhere the other room down stairs Im sitting on the dock crying but we are all at Chris's place Chris comforts me makes me feel better makes me laugh again after he has hurt me so many times chris makes all that go away, he talks to me abot stuff its like talking to mousey or Kat him and I can talk about anything he listens he helps me. he gives me space when I need it , it just brightens my day when all of us get together But he's my best guy friend and Im dreaming about him coming to my rescue from my bf I dont know what this is? I dont know whats going on in my head

He has got alot more clingly lately
he is arguing about stuff not important
doesnt take responsibility for his own actions,
I have given up so much for him and its like nothing in return somedays

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

it doesn't mean that you'd trade for chris. not even in the literal sense of your dream. you just feel like you can talk to him more than you can HIM. have you talked to him about this? :( i know he's being a stupid man. but maybe knowing the problem will help him solve it.
and no matter what he says or does. You're not responsible. and honestly. if he can't buck up. he should buck off. or... get. bucked. off.... or something..>>...
:) i like you.... alot.
and everything is gonna be alright ;) it always is
MOUSEface