"I understand" he says "I hope you can forgive me" how do I respond to that? I told Robotboy last night I felt as though he was ignoring me for the time being that he has been back home. He wanted to wait till grade 11 and I respected that and all but then since he's been back from camp he's being acting different and now he says school work and Music is his top priority like when I told him I was nervous about going to school cuz I moved to a bigger alot bigger school this year the only reason I went there was because all my friends are going there and he didn't want to be spilt apart if I went to a smaller secondary school cuz we transferred from Junior High anyways all he said was well you'll have to try to make the best of it ....... normally he isn't like that he would be a bit more comforting and we haven't really been talking alot lately which is kinda strange but anyways I told him last night I felt as though he was ignoring me and that I felt like he was just leading me on and I explained to him how much it hurt.and I was scared .. I was scared I was scared our freind ship would be f*cked uo that or I would loose him I was shaking so bad... I was twitching so bad thats what happens when I get realllly nervous thankgod I did ot over msn and not in person ya he's been wierd and all lately but still everyday I have a monet where I just think to myself geez Im happy to have met him and how much he truly truly means to me ... its hard to explain in a way but if you've gone through the same sort of thing you would know what I mean.Anyways I dont really knwo what Im trying to get at here from all this but really I guess what my point is that I do .. I really do care about him I wish he knew just just knew how Happy he's made me and I want him to succeed in what ever life brings upon his way and for him to not get hurt because yes Forgivness is such a simple word yet so hard to do once you've been hurt
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