She grew wild but inosent

Why is it that it seems as though right when you think you have everything figured out all your problems solved you emotions go on a rollar coster and you are hanging upside down with your self. People have told me that its all apart of growing up to experiance this kind of thing this think called"love" but how do we know if we really are "in love" alot of people want it for sertain reasons to make others Jelous,to feel as thoughh for once in their life someone accually gives a damb about your feelings,but really how do we know when yuo are truly in love like today I saw Robotboy for the first time in Eight weeks now and it just didnt feel the same as before ya know and I didnt really feel like talking to him then **** came to the school to see everyone who he knew there and I was talking to him haha I noticed he kept staring at my hair (I died it) hahaha he said it looked nice btu he still thought I shouldnt have done it :Pand last night I know I shouldnt have been up so late but I was talking to him and he was telling me about what he went through as a kid and I felt really bad about it juts from what he told me it was bad I went through some rough times in elemtarty school I might add I was always the one getting picked on, teaed for no reason at all I was soo confused I never did anything to them why where they acting this way anyways so I was telling him about the same sort of thing I was going through and later on he was telling me how amazing I was and that any guy to have me is lucky like wow to hear that from him is something special thats the one thing I like about him more then robotboy is that hes more supportive when somethings wrong and its like he accually wants to help and then he was saying how back when I met him in grade* that ya it was the colour of my hair that got his attention at first but he said he liked me for who i was for being me, my personality " oh ya the hair kinda helps too :P" he says and then before I left he said who knows maybe someday in the furture we'll both be single and who knows what will happen right anyways hun Love ya now go to sleep if your going to school tomorrow :P .. the thing is though I could never do that to robotboy hes such a sweet guy both of them are but I oculdnt do that I couldnt break it to him that I found someone else I cant break someones heart like that half the time I can barley tell ***** that she has lipstick in her teeth how in the world could I tell the guy that fell in love with me in november of last year the one person who almost every night I would be in my room crying on the phone with sunshine talking about it. **** is a great friend and a real sweet heart , Robot boy is sweet too though and my parents like robotboy I odnt know if they would like **** so much hes two years older then I am Im just so confused at what to do either way someone is going to end up with a broken heart and I dont wanna be the cause of it. I just really need some good honest adive right now because ya I know it sounds like Im falling for **** but the truth is I cant seem to get robotboy off my mind , they both always tell me they'll always be there for me **** even said I was so close to him he considers me family and he would do anything to make sure no one screws around with me ,I cant get them out of this emotional rollar coster we all call life how in the world to do I decide a thing like this help!