friends hurt

okay so ya best friends are always there when you need them right always just a phone call away and help you get through anything. what happenes when your friend satrtes making you sound like the guy in a situation and claim things you didnt intend on it turning out that way and what about when you get in a fight and there is noone to help you when your down and low. simple oyu find someone else to help heal your sorrows for the time being but really friends do they hurt expecially whne you find out they'v been saying stuff about you bihind your back for exaple apperently Im a loud mouth obsessive girl you need to grow up like seriously I trusted you with basically everything and for me to find out that kinda stuff it really does hurt when I foud out I cried so hard for the next couple days I just cant believe friends woul do that to each other behind their back and expect them not to ever find out about it well suck it up to all ya buttercups that do this sooner or later people are going to find out what you say abotu them and your going to get burned out one way or another. see thats what I liked about elementary school I had to friends there , I didnt have to deal with the drama I deal with now not having to worry about making your friends all ad at you or anything ya sure I was lonley then but at times like this I wish I was back there and not having to deal with all this crap now and the one chance I had over the summer to hang with you guys you turn around and just leave me there I was so excited to finally hangout with you guys then you just do what ever you wanted like going on rides and I didnt have any money to go on so I sat there by myself while you guys went on and it then I found out *** and ****** were making out at the fair and like no body tells me anything anymore seems like it has to go **** way or the highway pretty much I really dont wanna go back to school to deal with all this drama that we did but then there are those friends who give you adive and help you through things even though you did some thing to hurt thenm a while ago and they'v forgiven you about it thats a true freind and ya even though maybe sometimes you dont wanna hear about their problems you still listin anyways cuz thats what a true friend does and try to help them even though your not sure , not saying stuff behind their back and twisting their words into something different and making you the bad guy